"Life is a sea upon which the proud are humbled, the shirker is exposed, and the leader is revealed. To sail it safely and reach your desired port, you need to keep your charts at hand and up-to-date. You need to learn by the experience of others, to stand firm for principles, to broaden your interests, to be understanding of the rights of others to sail the same sea, and to be reliable in the discharge of your duty."
--President Thomas S. Monson, "Great Expectations", CES Firesides for Young Adults
If you surrender to the wind, you can ride it. ~Toni Morrison
so all of these quotes were put on here as a reminder to me that no matter what trials come our way, there is a way out and things will one day be far beyond what i could ever imagine.
i was served with my divorce papers from Nate yesterday and needless to say- they were absolutly ridiculous! the things he said in them are far beyond ludacrious! all i could do was laugh at them when i first started reading but later on in the day it stated to sink in that instead of him choosing the easy way out of this, he has started a battle. I am fearful for whats to come but I am trying to keep my head up and not let him bring me down, i hate that someone i loved completly can show no compassion or any ounce of love for me. I stood by him time and time again when all he did was push me away. i gave and gave and gave even when getting nothing in return. Not only that but when i left i left him with everything, all he had to do was sign for irreconsilable difference and be done with it, but no. instead he chose to lie. i realize though its not worth me caring what he says about me because i know the truth and one day he will be judge by the highest power of all and he will be the one to pay the consiquences of his actions.
This is basicly a venting post- i honestly just cant believe what this has turned into. all i can say is please pray for me, i really need help and strength right now, i feel so lucky to have the friends and family here by my side, they have all been so great i am so thankful for all they do for me.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
The Time Has Come
Once again the year is coming to a close, the summer sun has now been hiden behind the grey clouds and cold wind, the leaves are changing colors and its time again for me to change my hair. haha ya I know that happens more than the changing of the seasons, but with the fall colors all around me, I was wanting a little bit of color splash for myself. So today Amber added some brown copper, sangria red and more blonde into my hair and it couldnt have turned out better, I seriously love it so much! I love having such an amazing best friend! Im also having sooo much fun at hair school! Im learning so much and having a blast doing so! I cant believe how much my life has changed in just a few short weeks, but its all for the better. Each day I take things a step at a time and each day has its own challenges, BUT I know with each step I take, I climb a little higher and soon I can look down at the mountain Ive climbed and realize Ive made it all the way to the top!
:D
anyway, here are some pics of my new do!
Happy Harvest Season to Everyone!
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