So.. Ive realized something..

I REALLY need a camera to capture all the great moments I am having here!
I had such a great weekend, it was a perfect reminder that I am doing the things that I need to be doing in my life right now and that is -HAVE FUN!
This is my time to live, its my time to heal, and its my time to jump without looking and trusting that I will be caught!
Friday was an amazing adventure! I got to go caving with a group of people my friend knew, we went to the Nutty Puddy caves which are seriously incredible, you cant make it out of there w out being completly covered in mud and dirt! But it was the BEST! I dont think I have had such an adventurous night in my whole life, the caves were full of tiny holes to squeeze yourself into, slippery rocks w no foot holds that would take all your arm strength to get you out, sweet slides to go down head first, rocks that made music when you hit them, seriously had everything you could imagine and more down there! For part of the way back we turned our flashlights off to make it more challenging! :D I seriously cant wait to go back! Once we got outside we played a sweet game of hacki sac with a burning coal from the fire, roasted marshmellos, took a run up a big mountain to see the view- we sat there and waited for a coyote or something to come out and chase us but that didnt happen :( haha

a few of the guys took off their shoes and walked over the burning coals left from the fire...i sadly didnt try that- which im regreting now- shouldve just gone for it ;) hahaha

the caves were in the middle of no where so we had to off road to get there and get back and both the trips in the jeep were awesome! I love off roading. here is a map of the caves :D

I dont know if I have ever been as sore as i was the next day and day after that though. Guess I better work on getting into shape! (i say this as i take another drink of my soda...ooops) :P hah

saturday was a chill day and yesterday was one of the best sundays i have had in a long time. I was kind of scared about going to a family ward by myself but they seriously are like a huge family and the bishop is simply an amazing guy! Im so lucky to be surrounded by so many amazing people that keep helping me get through everything. I also recieved a calling yesterday which I am full heartedly looking forward to!

Im so tired today but I get to go help a girl move out of her place, then help another lady from my ward who's on bed rest, then go to school...not sure if Im gonna make it through the night w out some major caffeeine or something...wish me luck :P